There is no limit

As a kid I had many dreams. One of them was becoming a designer. Another was becoming a ballerina, another was being an astronaut. I’ve had many big ambitions, and I still go with the mindset of learning about everything, despite my shortcomings as a disabled human. As we say in the chonic illness sphere, I have a set supply of spoons. One day I might have five spoons of energy, while some days I have only one. One spoon per task, and when eating and doing all the basic human things is very exhausting… those spoons get used up pretty fast. I have to maximise my usage of spoons to make the most out of my life, which isn’t a lot. But I can at least create things while sitting down. Even though I’ve had a tough life, I still try to live it, making as much things as I can when I can. That means that some days, my projects turn out the way I envisioned it, but most days I do not have that energy and the creations become skewed, a bit messy, but that’s the beauty of being human. I pour all I can, and make it. I might never be able to walk far, I might not ever have energy to go out, but I have hands, and by the strength of God I WILL create!